מה את חושבים? תנו דעה כנה זה בסדר אם זה לא טוב סתם רציתי לראות מה אחרים חושבים, תיכנסו זה שנייה

i sit near my window every night
just trying to find the light
trying to realise whats wrong and whats right
there is so much pain i just want to shout
shout at the pain to go away
shout at you for promising it will be okay
but its not, and now i am alone and i am so afraid
please help me im scared

there is nobody here, everyone's gone
i dont understand why i feel so alone
i am crying and shaking, trying to hide
waiting and waiting but its a long ride
they dont understand me, whats in my mind

they say they are worried
about me and my life
and then they just go and stub me in the back with a knife
they say they will help me
they say their my friends
but eventually they will never reache out their hands

i alwayse thought that some day i"ll be hole
but this world is taking its tole
it runs you over down to the core
it keeps hapening more and more
it will never stop, its like im tied in a rope
im screaming ang fighting but there is one thing i know
i already lost my hope, long long time ago