Im sure both of us know that I wont be ok. Its will never be same. Its will never get a change. Its just a bad time. Bad period. Or, a bad life..? No one rally knows I guess so. maybe on day I will meet ya. But maybe one day I will hate ya. I dont really know. Or maybe I know but dont wanna think bout it? I really dont know. And I really dont care. I think you got it. Or maybe its good to think people really understand you I really dont know what to do. I want to give up. Give up on myself. Give up on life. I know that I messed up somewhere. But I dont know where I messed up. I feel like you think Im an object or something like that. I know Im hurting you all the time! Baby. Im sorry. Im just saying the truth. Saying what I think. And Im sorry if Im hurting you. But Im asking cause I love you and I want us to get the best Relationship. Evem the truth hurt she is the best. And yeah. I love you. Even it isnt sounds like that sometimes. We are a whole month together. The best month of my life. Thank you about anything. All the love. Anytime I needed you, you was there for me. Thank you so much!