מה אתם חושבים על הpoem שכתבתי? באנגלית;) (פעם ראשונה שניסיתי לפרוק דרך כתיבה)

and js for once i want someone to be afraid of losing me too.i want someone wholl fight for me the way i fight for everyone else. someone who notices when i go quite, someone who notices when im uncomfortable, someone who notices. Someone who can't sleep knowing we argued without solving it, someone who would rather to swallow their pride instead of watching me walk away. I wanna be matter enough to someone that losing me would feel like they're losing a piece of themselve.but I'm always the one holding on with bloody fingertips, while they casually let go. In the one who remembers birthdays an the little things that make people to be seen.im the one who shows up, who stays who forgives. Again an again because the alternative of being alone feels word than being undervalued. But just for once. I want to be seen, to be someone first thought before they go to sleep and when they wake up. I wanna be the person they can't imagine their life without because I matter to them. My laugh is the sound they'd miss the most because my absence would create a home nobody else could fill. I wanna know how it feels like to be cherished instead of tolerated, to be chosen instead of settled for, to be someones "I can't lose her" instead of their "she'll always be there" . Just for once I want to be the one they're afraid will leave.